A Real One

 

no one could deny
our obvious chemistry
you know that i’m a wild one
and all my criminal history
i'm not trying to play no more
you can retire my jersey

a real one
i keep looking for a real one
real recognize real
so i will know when i meet one
someone who feels like freedom

so you found those other numbers
seen the lipstick on my shirt
i claimed you were my queen
i know that’s what really makes it hurt
the fact that you were faithful
only made things even worse…

a real one
i keep looking for a real one
real recognize real
so i will know when i meet one
someone who feels like freedom

hallmark cards and flowers
only worked for the first time
phone calls arguing
back and forth for hours
“helped me to realize”
our love had soured
which wasn’t a surprise…

a real one
i keep looking for a real one
real recognize real
so i will know when i meet one
someone who feels like freedom

The truth has a sound but it isn’t
always loud…
it has a certain ring
i know i never gave you yours…
You know me for being stubborn
Some say im not only real
But at times i’m much too proud…

a real one
i keep looking for a real one
real recognize real
so i will know when i meet one
someone who feels like freedom

Alcohol Sponge

war is peace

that’s why they keep the ukrainians

on a tight leash

freedom is slavery

this is why they mandated the shots

to put you in your proper place

to make you behave ya see

ignorance is strength

and also bliss

this is why they kill you with a kiss

while they hiss

creating HIV and countless

other diseases

to make it far from easy

to procreate and make families

they intend to use Ukraine 

as a sponge

for Russian blood

once they break through

with tactical nukes

send NATO to sop it up

thinking it will be clobberin time

but if Putin thinks he will lose

Hypersonics will fly 

The council of 9

Those levels of hell

Those princes who none dare name

That i know oh so well

ring my bell

knock on my door

Babylon the great whore

the mystery of iniquity

it isn’t quite a eureka moment

no epiphany

more like solving a riddle

knowing the plot

having the ending of the script ya see

so i know how this movie ends

it isn’t going to trend

the revolution will not be televised

no more internet posing my friend

since both sides are controlled by Freemasons

i know what’s around the bend

and over the hill

it is a bitter pill

maybe it's time to start drinking again

till i have my fill…

Sean’s Restaurant

sean’s restaurant
where you can get whatever you want
oh you want only two no more?
well they come in packets of three
i guess that i’ll eat 4
Always vanilla?
You are such a bore…
Never any ketchup or dressing
Your food so bland and had no taste
You left me nothing to savor
i learned to love peppers and seasoning
savings and reasoning

You can ask for anything you want
at sean’s restaurant
You who left me to sleep on the floor…
floor!  Won’t you stop being floor!?
Like Cinderella left to slave and do all your chores
Left in rags as i paid to drive you to the store…
Not even clothes for
or a dresser
As you filled your fine oak drawers…

then the 4 went to 1 but you still ate only two…

You can eat whatever you want
at sean’s restaurant
While you complained about the ribs
or shrimp i would buy
i found myself starving
but not out of lack of money
a new found desire
to do more
than just get high…
For me there is only do
There is no more try…

You can do whatever you want
at sean’s restaurant
so you want to stop taking your
medication
is this what its come to?
having to save the life
i have grown accustomed to hating?
funny enough sister would have probably
poisoned your food
she’s gone now
so what the heck am i supposed to do
with you…

MY Book Of Dreams

 

in my book of dreams
i rule the world
or at least a small kingdom
i would make it a bastion of freedom
yellow diamonds & pearls
to rep my people
Mi Gente
“I’d free all my sons…”
There’d be no need for prisons or guns…
The nights would last so long…
But you would always see the sun…
There would still be sunrises…
Days filled with surprises
There would still be contests
Cause competition is healthy
But no one would ever feel second best…
No more runners up
All would be free to drink from my cup
No stress over success
Together everyday we would double up
No tickets for smoking cess
No cops & no precincts
You could do whatever you want
As long as you hurt no one
One 4 All
All 4 One
1
“I’d free all my sons…”
There would still be fashion
Designers would have access
to the finest fabrics
Even golden thread
There would still be stores
But no price tags
So all could experience walking out
Balling out with jam packed filled bags…
No more witches, thots, or hags…
Every woman would be a queen
No more need to brag
Each one would be more than happy with what they have…
No more shorts or losses
No more need for luck
or coin tosses
No more need to cheat or lie
We would all fly high
No more sitting in coach
Strictly first class
No more going broke
You know me & how i stay funny
Tons of laughing and jokes
i’d be both king and jester
But no more hurting the children
There’d be NO CHILD MOLESTERS
There still would be education
But if you want you could always sleep in…
Or skip school and just peek in 🤓
Or if its better for you
just go on the weekends
Since i’m Harlem’s greatest hacker
Everyone would have sick PCs
All running off GP
i would use the ether
electricity would be free
Along with reefer
Food too
Cause i still have memories
of when i was young
and grew up hungry
Forget about free lunch in the summer time
My “projects” would have room service
n be more like fancy hotels with
Robotic servants that could whip up
just about anything at anytime…
Or maybe make it like star trek with replicators…
Once everything is free & you could make whatever you want
i bet it sure would help cut down on all the haters
Hasn’t that been our problem all along?
Those who deny or defer dreams?
Preventing the people from uniting and becoming strong?

Lion's Bellow

 

Jesus won’t you whistle…
“Mother Mary won’t you whisper…”
God won’t you give me a sign?
Why can’t i have a valentine?
Why won’t someone be mine?
To my fate
should i just resign?
i don’t want to give up
It’s not what life taught me
this unlisted symptom of my disease
Pariah
Only stigma and anger left
to comfort me
“Hatred keeps me alive…”
i observe the couples with jealousy
curse at the commercials on the tv
the idiot box
i should keep it locked
and tucked away
its only good for selling me things
and telling me lies anyway
oh won’t some cherub come and take aim?
Find some maiden who accepts me as lame
i spent fortunes and traveled thousands of miles
to only wind up just the same
alone and embittered
old lion grey mane
i stalk for a lioness
but all i find are snakes
that slither and hiss
jackals and hyenas
no damsel to kiss
thieves, criminals, and carrion eaters…
Vultures buzzing
Ghosts, flakes, and gold diggers…
all make it so hard to begin again
to open up and make a new friend
how can i trust someone
with that happening
all the various triggers and land mines
skeletons and roaches
the practices and customs of these modern times
“sean i like to play the field…”
not with this player
that’s not my kind…
of lady or game
The majority are like this which makes me ashamed
to be a die hard romantic
all i find are “weekend lovers…”
this life of mine so tragic…
What does one do?
End up like the “Old lady in the Shoe”?
Or Eleonor Rigby?
Using various tonics, scents, or creams…
in a vain attempt to appear younger
for that lady in my dreams
a dream denied
incel
such rage and anger
are the puppet strings of hell
you see and hear it again and again
in the stories that the newspapers tell
a terrible fate to befell any fellow
i roar i bellow
won’t you see me for me
my quality
my heart
my mind
and give me reciprocity
be mine and be kind
recognize that while fragile
that in truth i am not some animal
Will you be my Valentine?

The Last of Us

 

it is so insidious
the way they plan
to whittle us down
to the last of us
human kind was like
a virus on the earth
they fought fire with fire
then they made us search
trust in the science
only made things worse
because they corrupted that too
it is something they always do
you know who
you know who
them and their voodoo
come and knock my door
ill be waiting for you
the pharmaceutical companies filled their coffers
the dead were tossed in coffins
at least when the morticians could embalm them
for they had discovered a brand new problem
the folks who died suddenly had strange white clots
when the devil was shown this plan
i bet he said “that hits the spot”
so he sent forth his best generals
demons and vandals to move the plot
and after going warp speed
they had their shots
they had their final solution
for people who tried to speak out
they had their bots
their algorithms and censored keywords
when i tried to explain to my colleagues
they said “sean you sound absurd”
so let me be the one lone voice
crying out in the wilderness
making a loud noise
when a tree like me falls
and there is no one around
does it make a sound?
save who you can save
lets smoke another one…
one last round
i got one more in me
the fire in my mind
burns bright & smokes like a chimney
i can’t be like Ebeneezer
i have to think of Tiny Tim ya see...
We will become rare creatures
because they are jealous of our features
made in God’s image
there will be no more football
this will be more than a scrimmage
this is for keeps
oh how i weep
as the titanic sinks
run for the lifeboats
run for your lives
run and run
while there is still time
for they mean to kill us all
weak and meek
big and tall
large or small
as prophesied on the guide-stone
you will be worked to the bone
you won’t get that on tv
it’s only good for selling you things
and telling you lies
the lord of the flies
the ice cream assassin
there will be no more fashion
you must only do
there is no more try
im counting on you
save who you can save
to this you MUST stay true
our only chance as a species to survive
are guerilla tactics
hit run & hide
even then their machines will catch us
subdue, kill, or snatch us
so hack them in batches
turn them against their masters
use the old ways
smoke signals
hand written notes
make seals with waxes
no more taxes
no ursury
rule by decree
impose harsh penalties
for the killing or raping of humans
punish harshly any thievery
and life should be supported eagerly
save who you can save
“id rather die for something…than live for nothing…gonna live my life…FOREVER FREE!”

Hindsight

 

the first time i saw you i felt like
somebody hit me
the last time i saw you i started
running away
you looked like a woman that i
would love to make happy
i suppose that’s what i get
for being romantic and sappy
so now i’m still running
to this very day
i ran from you right into the
arms of a smart one
who saw in me a heart that had
become bruised and ashamed
hiding from such a heartache
not knowing what to do i tried
my best not to listen
she must have felt that all her
words were just said in vain
i remember the way you had my
blood boiling in my veins
butterflies in my stomach
nearly drove my mind all insane
but as we both know i am at least
half the way crazy
despite all my fear i still wish
that you felt the same
way for me as i do
about you
with all that said what’s in
a name anyway…?
i know the right one
would consider me
she wouldn’t lie to me
or play such immature games
i believe in love at first sight
and i don’t want you taking that
from me
if you do then i just
won’t be the same
i still have faith in romance
good humor
& passionate slow dance
But you stepped on my toes
and this ain’t no gawd damn ballet
i guess i could never be
partnered to riff raff
so i keep my head up
my faith in God
and i pray every night
for a kind lady
to this very day 😞

Tether

 

To be tied to another
marooned
imprisoned
something or other
to be tethered
either to a parasite
a barnacle
a disease or a blunder
does the shark hate the remora
i often wonder
the vows i ponder
why some even get prenups
i suppose glass needs water
to steam up
to throw your lot in
to vouch for so & so
to brag you got your start with…
that you struggled to & fro
a band is different
it has camaraderie and agendas
sometimes people play pretender
it’s different when all your chips are in
you have to let the right one in
sometimes you can feel this tether
even when the lives are severed
sometimes grown women even
become bed wetters…
sometimes grown men cry
over old love letters
threads that bind
through the years
memories that sear
themselves into one
through tears
terms that endear
like hun babe or dear
doe eyes
like of a deer
that can see
through you
and all of your fears
They say if you love something
let it free
if it returns to you
it was meant to be
Lovers are not boomerangs
Reflecting on my life
i see this plainly

AllSpark

 

how do we fix this?
we gotta put Gates behind bars
stop being dumb
and use rainwater to power cars
better yet just use the ionosphere
i think Tesla had that idea
after that they made him disappear
from our history books
no need to look
at the budget
those numbers are all cooked
what do you expect
the government
is run by crooks
how do you keep knowledge
from a poor Hispanic?
just put it in a book…
cause they can’t afford to buy it
“sean there’s this thing called the internet…”
“have you tried it…?”
boy have i ever
but learning to read between lines
is what made me very clever
they got different weapons now
they can even control the weather
be careful about getting that passport
if you aren’t up to date on your shots
they’ll treat you like a leper
here come the hot stepper…
poetic revolutionary
not sure where i got it from
i think that it’s hereditary
which is kinda scary
i am the answer to the argument
is it genetics
or your environment
nature or nurture
the all mother called me as a champion
to protect her from those who are hurting her…
they poison the oceans and seas
colony collapse
they killing the bees
they burning down the trees
paved over paradise
and put in a parking lot
i can’t tell if its global warming
or climate change
i knew the earth wasn’t a globe
by studying sunspots…
and cloud breaks
geez what else is fake?
all their lies leave a bad taste…
i even began to doubt outer-space
aka nasa
never a straight answer
big bang puhleez
primordial ooze on a rock
they want you to believe anything else other than
God as the spark
they lie to us about everything
from evolution, science, to history,
and anything in between
be quiet sean don’t make a scene
as if before they march me to camp
they will change their mind &
not act so mean…
You are dealing with ruthless killers
pedophiles and rapists
it is no wonder i began to desire
escaping the matrix
unleash the glitch
exploit the bug
before they drown me in a bathtub
or suicide me
i rather die on me feet
than live on my knees.

Unbearable

 

this one isn’t quite right
i didn’t know till i spent the night
after she let me take
i laid in bed wide awake
i could not sleep a wink
i suppose stuff like that
makes me think
about that one childhood story
about the blonde who walked
into strange houses without a worry
i snuck out chuckling to myself
the bed was too hard
what was her name again?
Goldilocks
she had a thing for bears
who didn’t use locks
as for me there was no forest
but plenty of strange rooms
i ate no porridge
only humble pie
looking for that twinkle in their eyes
only to realize pretty much every time
that i was not wanted there
and that it was checkout time
one female made me feel right at home
opened her cupboard,  her piggy bank,
and slaved at the stove
only to discover she had a weakness
for Patron, and whiskey
no way i could live with her
way too risky
there was my high school sweetie
started off as a good girl
but she became just too frisky
had me feeling like papa bear
when i came home too early one day
had me pointing like “who is HE…?”
the lesson of the story is
to not go where you’re not wanted
even if an open door and a comfy
bed is flaunted
the lesson for the hosts is
make sure to let only the right one in
otherwise bad things may once again
start happening