Some women are toys
jugetes
prone to ploys
happy lies and bizarre alibis
suckers for long goodbyes…
but some ladies are transformers
more than meets the eye
it was hard for me to wrap
my mind around the concept
that the way woman can bewitch men
with spells, garb, and various tonics…
and either build them up
or tear them down
make them into prime
or decepticons like megatron….
i suppose jessica’s
rejection was a bitter pill...
and azure’s even more bitter still...
of course the worst
was the one for which
i had rehearsed and rehearsed...
when my estranged daughter
also turned away
i never met her once to this very day…
made me wish i was in a hearse…
but in the same way that
whatever does not kill me
makes me stronger
i won’t dwell on those rejections
any longer
they led to positive reflections
and for the most part
i have no objections
i just wonder what might have been…
ever so often...
at night
again & again...
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