The Valley of My Rollercoaster

They say this life is a Wheel
of fortune...
But my life is more like a
roller-coaster...
Sometimes I felt like I got
left too long in the toaster..

I met you when I got stuck
in a valley
In the back of a dirty
alley
An Alley Cat Insomniac met
a speedballing hellcat
We hit it off right away
that's a fact...

Guess I'm just a burn out
who's still smoking...
Still trying to recreate that magic
Still chasing the dragon
Then I wasn't ready for what happened

I found out you weren't well
and well
I felt like my tears could fill a
well
well, well, w
                  e
                    l
                     l
I guess I do have feelings
after all
I had my coaster rolling and rolling...
I was just about to go over this hill...
This big, big, big, hill...

And I found out about you...
It was so strange really...
It got revealed to me in a thank you not to me
but to you...
I remember looking at the screen puzzled...

E
D
S?

But how can it be?  Something to do with her...
genes...?

The breathe left me...
I couldn't get air...
I felt anger...
Disbelief...
It's all so unfair...
I still love you to this day
On this I swear...