The Mystery Of Iniquity

 

wear masks cause of the virus
wear masks cause of the wildfires
wear masks just cause were liars
when it comes to masks
forget about the science
wait a second it’s never been done b4…
what makes you want to try this?
i thought we needed 7 year trials…
What do you mean you already have the vials?
luciferase
what a disgrace
now i glow…
and i leave a trace…
how can i feel safe if i cannot reach base?
tag you’re it!
with a new kind of sickness
or is it an electronic system?
the beast has machines
firing pistons
don’t get caught in it’s belly
without a pot to piss in
the quickening
quicksand
listen linda listen
no more pretty face
no more swing-sets
no more procreation
by humans having sex
just you wait and see
the fulfillment of visions given to me
they mean to control us all
electronically
the internet of bodies
“sean i hear you’re a hacker…”
it is a movement
much more than a hobby
now that i emit
a mac id
i been staying up
smoking pot
theorizing ways
to hack into
my own body…
and whatdoyaknow
whatchamacallit
i prob would have been less of problem
if i was still alcoholic
mind right money right…
smoking loud…
so it’s going to be a long night
“but if it take’s all night…it’s got to be all right…”
i will fight all you devils as long as it takes!
my resolve
is something you will never be able to break!
real life john connor
all ya’ll is goners
just give me some goonies
n like two sheets of loose-leaf
and a couple of loosies
i’ll draw up a plan
for our last stand
gotta play for keeps
otherwise we weep
i know times are rough
shit you telling me?
you don’t hear me making a peep
no sleeping on my end
no counting sheep
or being one either
i don’t play follow the leader…
but how can i reach the young people?
if all they care about
are the latest sneakers
or the nonsense
coming out of their speakers…
the old are no better
too concerned with their cheddar
backstabbing and ratting
always looking over the fence
for something better
no one seems to suspect
their plans were crafted
by sharp intellects
once we lose autonomy
we do face truly grim prospects
tell others what i was shown
talk over the table at home
i beg you all to resist
and rebel
otherwise you will be victims
to these fiends from hell
the mystery of iniquity
has been revealed ya see
by my studies of covid and the vaccines…

Mano

 

You always told me
that “me dista la mano”
when no one would help me
but don’t you give your hand to a slave
just before you place theirs in shackles?
that bitch was a witch down to the cackles
oh the tears i cried
visitation of my children by a criminal denied
but if i had the slightest infraction
they would take my privileges or freedom away
i still don’t know how i am here to this day
God it can only be through your grace
Though i pleaded and pleaded with stef
She became consumed with evil
and obsessed with revenge
All i could do was struggle on
and pray my genetics would overcome
such misguided ways
We will never know though
because she denied paternity
For all i know Addie was probably Walter’s anyway…
Yet still i pray
but i don’t say amen or hey man…
i just hold my head with pride
and go my own way
Why did all this happen to me?
Racism, a jezzabel spirit, poverty…
Homelessness, blindness, and addiction…
all conspired to rob me
Of the things other parents get to see
This revenge of stef’s has much cruelty
What could even pay for this?
50 thousand?  A boat?  A benz?
The mental suffering is immense
The ongoing trampling of my rights so intense
not too mention under false pretense
If what i suspect is true
& that day i was threatened with a shotgun
i had been lied to…
i don’t think anyone can imagine how i feel
like someone put out a cigarette on my heart
by stabbing with their 9 inch heel
My adoptive mother was even worse
only reason she took me in was to fatten her purse
turned out i was a life insurance scam that
got bungled
i suppose i am thankful God
thank you for saving me from Charlie
For that i feel humbled…
It always seemed strange to me
how my scar came to be
Charlie dropped me?
That cannot be…
Once irma became demented
God showed me the truth painfully…
Just like when he gave me his vocation
and told me i must “go live with your brother”
Back then i didn’t even believe in God
i was an atheist confused and full of wonder
i know now that my life is in your hands
You taught me to fear you
to stay positive and be mindful of you
when i make plans
Which is one of the biggest differences about me they say
People see the big smile on my face
as i think about tomorrows today

Keys

 

What you know about struggling, scrambling and starving?
Abandoned
A motherless child from Harlem…
Running from the needle and white powder
Avalanche
As my soul is serenaded
by the smoke of the sour
recruiters calling me every half an hour
Never thought i’d see this…
God i am amazed by your awesome power…
Now i got two hacked ps5s
You know they gonna kill me
Cause i’ll become a problem later
if they leave me alive
“If you grow too tall they’ll chop ya down…”
i got connects from cali to the boogie down
You can say you know me
and it counts as a vouch
If you bring me with you
my face works like a coupon...
No one’s messing with me now…
Beef with me i bang glass tables…
and say fuck yo couch…
i remember eating honey sandwiches
sugar water was a delicacy
After all that snow fell
Beneath the remains
i wasn’t sure if there was
anything left of me
spent too many nights
high like them kites
“Wasting my life.  Now i’m trying to make things right…”
i got dividends and investments
on my road to wealth i did my homework
and studied my lessons
i even volunteer
cause otherwise
i know in my heart
God would jeer…
And take away the gift
but it’s Harlem
so no one’s stopping this…
don’t just hand me tuna cans
teach me how to fish!
yo no soy marinero
yo soy capitan
give me two weeks anywhere
i’ll be running that bitch…
it wasn’t a gun, a tongue, or thievery
but my mind that made me rich…
The pen may be mightier...
than the sword ya see...
But let me yell ya…
Those key strokes...
ain’t no joke B!

Scribbles

 

How does hope look?

i showed you scribbles in a marble notebook…

why did you steal sean?

i just took…

mistake after mistake

adrenaline to red pens

and ticket writers

gavel holders

chicken heads

ankle biters

a penny saved

i became one of the bill-folders

trapper keeper

bingeshower

a bridge over…

don’t drink the water

don’t even dip your toe

can’t trust your doctor

or the tv show

seanp so ill

never roll back in a standard on an uphill

mario kart got the opps slipping on banana peels

all cause im so so real

so so def till i take my last breath

been known to take nothing less than a lass’s last

sick stash 

known to smoke the best hash

ziploc

you can’t do that on television

now they bac bac over tiktok

chickens squak

i stay hiphop

neo

walking between the raindrops…

a glitch in the matrix

tempt fate

keep the whip shipshop

shipshape

clean as a whistle

but you never catch me in 

flipflops

chancletas

puppeteer

muneca

rocketeer

puneta

you got bagged?

did somebody snitch?

you made bail?

Jugetes

toys 

boys will be boys

Cops and Robbers

Cowboys and Indians

last of the moricans

ten toes down tingling

silent weapons quiet wars

Babylon the great whore

the game is rigged

why would i get stuck on

settling scores?

pinball wizard

Harlem's greatest hacker

i break the mold

destined to be bold and live a life

the likes of which had never ever been told

the game is to be sold…