it is such a rarity
to find true sincerity
someone without false pretense
someone who appreciates
i am a man through all the seasons
that i posses a clarity and integrity
someone who passes my logic tests
allows investigations
and seeks out my soul
with good intentions
who has plausible
and pleasant reasons
someone who does not lie
or deceive
like adam was by eve
don’t mention lilith
sometimes they are liars
& sometimes they are deniers
the combination of these types
have turned me into a crier
in my mind there burns a fire
in person your eyes
would have given you away
but since i can only get
txt
or the token phone call…
what revealed stef’s plot…
was your lack of sincerity
sincerity
sincerity
a simple lack of sincerity
in order to spot it
i had to stop deceiving
and begin to live a life of honesty
and charity…
let’s talk about the hypocrisy
the biggest ones you will find them
in the church i say
oh jenny…
some pillar
of folks like her…
i have had my fill…
must be a bitter pill…
to realize your man is not my equal…
but what is the TRUE measure of a man?
they say cleanliness is next to godliness
and that what makes the man are his shoes
but as far as i am concerned
God gave us free will
and it is when a man faces adversity
that you see the true
strength of a man…
not when he is winning…
and everything is going according to plan…
What does he do...
when there is noone to turn to?
When both cheeks are bruised?
When people are doing things they are not supposed to do?
When people repeatedly lie to you?
You search frantically for sincerity
what revealed stef’s plot…
was your lack of sincerity
sincerity
sincerity
a simple lack of sincerity…
to find true sincerity
someone without false pretense
someone who appreciates
i am a man through all the seasons
that i posses a clarity and integrity
someone who passes my logic tests
allows investigations
and seeks out my soul
with good intentions
who has plausible
and pleasant reasons
someone who does not lie
or deceive
like adam was by eve
don’t mention lilith
sometimes they are liars
& sometimes they are deniers
the combination of these types
have turned me into a crier
in my mind there burns a fire
in person your eyes
would have given you away
but since i can only get
txt
or the token phone call…
what revealed stef’s plot…
was your lack of sincerity
sincerity
sincerity
a simple lack of sincerity
in order to spot it
i had to stop deceiving
and begin to live a life of honesty
and charity…
let’s talk about the hypocrisy
the biggest ones you will find them
in the church i say
oh jenny…
some pillar
of folks like her…
i have had my fill…
must be a bitter pill…
to realize your man is not my equal…
but what is the TRUE measure of a man?
they say cleanliness is next to godliness
and that what makes the man are his shoes
but as far as i am concerned
God gave us free will
and it is when a man faces adversity
that you see the true
strength of a man…
not when he is winning…
and everything is going according to plan…
What does he do...
when there is noone to turn to?
When both cheeks are bruised?
When people are doing things they are not supposed to do?
When people repeatedly lie to you?
You search frantically for sincerity
what revealed stef’s plot…
was your lack of sincerity
sincerity
sincerity
a simple lack of sincerity…

After pondering the manner I was reached out to by my estranged daughter, I was forced to conclude this was a plot by her mother, to kill me (reasoning the revelations would cause me to commit suicide) or possibly her current husband.
ReplyDeleteOr potentially possibly both of us. A man I once went apple picking with. Who I had not anticipated was abusive or a pedophile. One of the hardest poems I ever wrote. I used to attend church with that woman twice a week. Sometimes 3 times.
What is this society doing to women and men?